What I’m looking for now is self patients. Self worth. Self confidence. And most of all, self love.
I’ve finally made it back to the great 406. And though I, in the past, bad mouthed this wild state, I have decided to welcome Montana with open arms. Do your worst Montucky, because this time I’m not going to run away. At least not until I am COMPLETELY financially stable.
I still don’t know what I want to do with my life yet in terms of a ‘job,’ but I do know, when And if i decided to leave again, it won’t be to Tex-ass. It won’t be to Missouri And It most defiantly wont be to fucking NEBRASKA. When I am able to move about securely and safely with money, I will most likely be going to the east. CHICAGO. or…somewhere in Illinois. I loved it there when I went for that short while.
So god give me the strength to reach my goal.
And self…
Please give me love. (:
-L
So right now I’m on to a new adventure. I’m hoping this one will lead me to the right path I am supposed to be on. My path to absolute happiness. I know I create everything that happens in my life, but sometimes it’s hard to stay positive when shit happens. The only good thing that came out of my last move, to Nebraska, was that I was able to see Ash. She’s my other half at the very least. I became closer with my aunt, and I learned that drugs are bad. Not that I was on drugs, and not that I didn’t know they were bad prior to this last trip, I just now know what I don’t want my life to be like and I know what I don’t want to be like. More importantly, I learned how precious family and friends are. I also know I am one step closer to being me. The very best of me. Liv.0 C: It’s all downhill from here. And I am about to take this world by storm. I know not what I want to be yet, but I know what I don’t want to be. And that’s just as good.
God help me find myself.
It’s all on me.(;
-L